Prayers Needed and update.

Hard to make decision.

Pray for my strength. When GOD showed HIS plan to me. HE told me to go
out to the problemers. I do not think I am good enough for HIS work(I
am a problemer myself). The ministries I am working with are a heavy
burden. I get bad news all the times. But GOD shows HIMSELF to me all
the time when I am standing in front of problemers.  He puts the words
of HIM into me when I open my mouth to talk and answer a lot of
question. All different answers I speak out also answer my own
questions. When I am lonely and have problems I start to cry and feel
like GOD not care for me,in the same moment somebody calls me with
same problem I am crying about, GOD gave HIS words to me to encourage
them, also those words will encourage myself too. When GOD healing the
weakness heart in same time he healing me too. That helps me to not
have mental problem under all kinds of depression.
I see a lot of bar girls who use money from the men they sleep with
for their expensive shoes and cosmetics and when no money left they go
back find more men. When their bar circle life ends they call me
asking for help. I have seen tears all the time. I saw the girls and
boys girls with burns on their body. All kinds of abuse. I have had
aids people die in my arms. I am the crying person, I cry in my heart
many times. I many times need to make hard decision when we need food
for kids and need medicine for the aids. We never have enough money to
pay for all that is important for life. Some friends told me to take
care of kids because they will growing up and they have a future, that
mean keep money for kids, the aids will die anyway.  I can not wait
and watch someone die because of lack of funds to help. God cares for
everyone, who am I to say who should be helped. We help all that God
sends to us no matter what. We still debt to  the hospital many
thousand baht. Some say make sure the people God send to us are from
Him, but we do not always know for sure, but one thing for sure they
are human and God loves them so we help. So I share out about this
just to let the people who work with this type of work know that in
the hard decision times God will protect many people from their hard
life. We dept for them just so they might have a chance and so they
know they are loved for who they are by God. When  Mummie found out
she has no aids virus in her blood, now she has new hope. The person
who was willing to die had someone to stand by her in her time of
need. God not give me the strong heart to just stand there and watch
the people die. Some people tell me not to not waste time giving
medicine to sick bar girls with aids. They say she will die anyway why
bother. But two girls we have helped now have no HIV virus in the
blood. That is a miracle and they are happy to be alive.

Rodney here now.
We have found a house that God told Phimpha to use for an
emergency shelter house for women and families. We went out to look at
one house but could not find it, then we stopped to ask some people
and they said they knew of a different place and God told Phimpha to
take it. So before we went to see it Phimpha said we will take it
because God told her to. Would you say yes to rent a house before you
seen it? If you know it is from God you step out because He knows what
we need for the people he is sending to us. Our job is to follow. The
house is small but has possibilities for easy expansion. A large porch
and covered area that we can use for sleeping with a little work. It
is in a perfect setting. Quiet and very secluded with a few acres of
fruit trees as well. No electric or running water so it looks like I
have more work to do. The owner is coming up next week with the key to
open it so we can see inside and talk about how much he wants for it.
Phimpha is asking for help with the rent and furnishings for those who
will be living there. Sleeping mats and mosquito nets and some kitchen
stuff for cooking.  Basic stuff. If God is placing that burden on your
heart we could really use some help in this area of the ministry right
now. Unknown to me she already had two girls staying at a church that
have been waiting for us to find a place for them. One her stepfather
has been peeking at her in the shower and mother doesn,t care, so she
ran away. (smart girl) Their is another  young girl  that is a friend
of hers with her. Then there are two other girls in their mid teens we
that have run from a bar  and are staying with our friends. We must
get them out of there quick, because they are in a bad town and very
scared they will be found out. So the emergency house is very much in
need right now. That is why God has had it so heavy on Phimpha’s heart
these last few months. As I am writing this Phimpha called me and said
the owner of the house will be up tomorrow. He is asking for a years
rent of 70 thousand baht. We barely have enough for food lately so
Prayers are in big order.
I have so much else I would like to tell about how God has really
been moving quick now in all area’s of His ministry here but no time
and this is already too long.  Please keep us in Prayer OH!! another
quick something. We picked up a lady and two children last night and
they are with us now and her husband has been calling this morning
threatening to kill Phimpha. No she is not worried but just keep that
situation in Prayer also.  The harvest is plentiful but the help and
workers few. Never a boring day here.

Blessings to all.
Phimpha and Rodney and many others.