From Mom’s Heart

Brother and Sister in Christ


Thank God for we made it through the week.  We still have another week to make it through the month. We need friends to stand along beside us. We also have kids that need papers and documents for them to continue with life. They are getting older and we need the paperwork to get them registered with the government and the Armed forces and get their ID cards. They are sad they have not gotten their ID cards like all their friends at school. We want to help their hearts. So today I will go out to find the documents for Fuke because he needs to report to the military because he is now 17. His father has disappeared so I need to search where he last lived to try to find documents.  We have two more boys with document problems but I start with Fuke first, because he lived closer. The kids need to know where they are from. It is so important for them. Every time we go out we need fuel in the vehicle. Also food for travel.  Pray for me today that everywhere I go the government officer will look to me with favor.

Our youngest child is MO. He is 16 months old and still in diapers. Many ask me why I not use cloth diapers. The reason is I am not home all the time. He is home with the workers here and they cannot stand the smell because he is not their child. Real parents can handle their own kids stink but I do not want to ask too much from them.

I carry a lot of load but I never think the work of God is too heavy to go on. I speak out to show the limits of human beings. Without the mercy and encouragement from God nobody can run a ministry. Or start a ministry. I want to point to the humbleness of God. When He wanted to create His kingdom on earth He chooses humans to work with Him. So when God choose us to have a part of His work do not step on and ignore the calling. He chooses many to have a part in His ministry and His kingdom like he choose that man to help King Solemn to build the temple. 2 Chronicles: 2 verse 13. Or like He choose Moses to help His people.  He can do by Himself. And He choose Joshua to help Moses. When we read the bible we see He chooses humans on the earth to help each other proclaim His kingdom. So He will choose all of you and use you for the part He chose you for. We all have our special gifts. What gift God gave to us we need to use it as much as possible. We live with God to proclaim His kingdom on the earth.  Nobody works more than another if God not give the big part to you, but if God gave you the big part do not step on it. God sent His only son to die for us and bring us back to a relationship with Him. You maybe fight with many bad situations around you. The people who do business have problems in the business world. Where God put us to, satan will always cause a problem. In the work I work because I work with the problem people and the kids satan will always to use other to spread bad rumors about me. That I am not good with the kids I use them to make income for myself. Or when I work with the problem people I do it just for glory. Or work with the church they say I and not clean enough and not good enough. Many Christians’ even say they have problems because of me. When I help them and then I stop to help and they will speak bad about me after that. But God will always fix the problem and He will ALWAYS stand to be you witness.  Even when I know this I still cry a lot when I come before God in my personal prayer life. It is good when you cry because God will wipe your tears. It is good when we are poor and suffer because we will see the miracles of the provider.  Like I say, no matter what, we live our life to proclaim God’s Kingdom. To say to proclaim Gods Kingdom means to live or die for another.  I told the kids I have nothing to give to them. No inheritance on the world. But I have full love and I lay my life and my future for them. I live with them. We are one. But one thing I really, really proud to give to them is Jesus Christ and Faith. And always teach them to do what I do. I do not feel higher than another I feel real tiny when I lift my eyes and look to brother and sisters.  I serve you all by doing what God has called me to do. To show Love, I never feel I do enough. I want to love God more than right now. I want to love Brother and Sister more than right now. Thank You for the Prayers and what you do for us. Keep doing till Jesus comes. It is great when we have God in our life or when we have God with us in all life.


From Mom’s Heart