I was in bed but Phimpha messaged me asking me to send out for help. It’s the last thing I wanted to do tonight. I hate this part and told myself I wouldn’t do it anymore but… I wish I could explain what it’s like to have people who depend on you for food and necessities call you over and over asking for help, but you have nothing to give. She gets that a lot. She told me she doesn’t want to see the suffering anymore. She told the people we support in Cambodia that last month was the last time we could help them but they called again a couple days ago begging for help. How to do? Yes they have the same God but they don’t have the same faith. We sent them all we had now we have nothing too. Then the home up north has been calling. They need food and such for the 60 kids they care for. Then there is an old lady that needs a bed and more adult diapers. She is going downhill but we would still like to get her into a bed. She sent me the picture. It got me up to write. It never ends when you work with the poor.
I am sure many of you think you could do a better job of taking care of the ministry here. Well come and show us how to make it work. Sorry I am a bit frustrated with God. If you have His attention tell Him we could use a little help for the people He keeps sending to us.
I don’t know what else to say. Its midnight, I am going back to bed and pray more.
Rodney and Phimpha